I Just Don't No What Is Wrong With Me,
I Fill Really Down And I Keep Crying For No Reason
I'm Really Sensitive And I Have No Energy To Do Anything At All..
I Just Don't No Why I Fill Like This I Have Done Now For Nearly A Month!!
But I Fill Like I'm Getting Worse.
I Thought Maybe I Should Go See My Doctor But What Can I Say That Is Wrong With Me?
I Cant Say Because I Don't No!!
I Wish I Could Just Say What Is Wrong With Me,
Maybe When I No I Might Fill Better, I Don't No.
I Have So Many Things Going Around In My Head What I Want To Do
But Doing Them Is A Different Thing!!
It's Not That I'm Lazy Because I'm Not.
Its Like I See Loads Of Lovely Cards On Peoples Blogs
So That Makes Me Want To Make Some Cards,
Im Sure If You Make Cards Or Any Sort Of Crafty Things You No What I Mean.
Well I Get As Far As Sitting At My Desk And I Start The Card
And Then I Seem To Have A Memory Loss Of What I'm Doing
And It Really Pee's Me Off.
But That Might Be Because My Stash Is Running REALLY Low.
I Seem To Not Care What I Look Like Or Anything!!
I Mean Before EVERYDAY My Hair Would Be Done How I Want It
And My Make-Up Would Be Done,
The Only Time I Wouldn't Have It Done Is If I Was In Bed Ill !!
And That Was Only When I Was Really Ill,
It Was Like If I Can Do It Then It Would Be Done.
I Fill Like I Don't No Who I Am Any More Or What I'm Doing,
I'm Just Useless I Cant Do Anything,
My Mum Is Having Money Problems And That's Getting To Me Because
I Cant Do Anything,
I No A Lot Of People Will Say Get A Job Then!!
Well Beleave Me I Have Been Trying For Over a Year Now
And It's So Hard To Find A Job In Brighton.
To Be Honest I Don't Even Know What I'm Typing Here
It Has Taken Me Over An Hour To Type This Post
Because I Keep Going And Coming Back To It Because I Cant Concentrate At All.
Anyway I'm Going To Go Now.
I Might Be Back Later
Love Leanne
x
I Fill Really Down And I Keep Crying For No Reason
I'm Really Sensitive And I Have No Energy To Do Anything At All..
I Just Don't No Why I Fill Like This I Have Done Now For Nearly A Month!!
But I Fill Like I'm Getting Worse.
I Thought Maybe I Should Go See My Doctor But What Can I Say That Is Wrong With Me?
I Cant Say Because I Don't No!!
I Wish I Could Just Say What Is Wrong With Me,
Maybe When I No I Might Fill Better, I Don't No.
I Have So Many Things Going Around In My Head What I Want To Do
But Doing Them Is A Different Thing!!
It's Not That I'm Lazy Because I'm Not.
Its Like I See Loads Of Lovely Cards On Peoples Blogs
So That Makes Me Want To Make Some Cards,
Im Sure If You Make Cards Or Any Sort Of Crafty Things You No What I Mean.
Well I Get As Far As Sitting At My Desk And I Start The Card
And Then I Seem To Have A Memory Loss Of What I'm Doing
And It Really Pee's Me Off.
But That Might Be Because My Stash Is Running REALLY Low.
I Seem To Not Care What I Look Like Or Anything!!
I Mean Before EVERYDAY My Hair Would Be Done How I Want It
And My Make-Up Would Be Done,
The Only Time I Wouldn't Have It Done Is If I Was In Bed Ill !!
And That Was Only When I Was Really Ill,
It Was Like If I Can Do It Then It Would Be Done.
I Fill Like I Don't No Who I Am Any More Or What I'm Doing,
I'm Just Useless I Cant Do Anything,
My Mum Is Having Money Problems And That's Getting To Me Because
I Cant Do Anything,
I No A Lot Of People Will Say Get A Job Then!!
Well Beleave Me I Have Been Trying For Over a Year Now
And It's So Hard To Find A Job In Brighton.
To Be Honest I Don't Even Know What I'm Typing Here
It Has Taken Me Over An Hour To Type This Post
Because I Keep Going And Coming Back To It Because I Cant Concentrate At All.
Anyway I'm Going To Go Now.
I Might Be Back Later
Love Leanne
x
7 comments:
How about getting yourself into college, or involved in the PRINCE'S TRUST.........go and see your CONNEXIONS adviser and see if they can help you onto a training/job placement, there are lots of opportunities open to people of your age. Then you might feel better in yourself, and be in a better position to help you mum out? Summer season is looming and there are plenty of seasonal jobs around this time of year, I know, as I live in a seaside town too :)
Dont let yourself stagnate , life is way too short..........I cannot believe, being short of craft 'stash' is making you feel this way?!
I No What You Mean About The Craft Stash Getting Me Down I Think Its Just Everything Is Getting To Me I Dunno Its Just Strange.
And I am In Contact With Connexions And princes Trust I Have My 2nd Meeting With Princes Trust 2moro.
x
My daughter was involved in the Princes Trust at school Leanne, she loved it, she was the only girl in the group lol Im sure you will love it, and meet lots of new people, some you will like and some you wont, but even meeting and having a few laughs do wonders to lift your spirits, stay with it......... goodluck!!! :)
Leanne,I hate to see someone is feeling like this.It's sad to say,but only yourself can help yourself.Maybe you do need help from a doctor,and there's nothing wrong with that. It doesn't mean that you are going crazy,my dr. calls chemical imbalanced.I'm on some meds for depression and it's helping me alot.Myself,the reason I am on those meds,is because I am waiting for a liver transplant...life is too short to dwell on our problems. The best thing is to see the right people and fix our problems,life is just too short!!!! So Leanne,I hope that tomorrow you will get up,do your hair and makeup cause you are worth it!!! And everyday do something special for yourself,even if it's as simple as taking a nice bubble bath,just remember YOU ARE WORTH IT!!!!!
Hugs to you,Diane
Just go to the Doc and maybe he'll rule out depression? If not maybe all you need is a little help?
I went quite a few years back and took some meds for about 6 months and it helped!
You deserve this.
Leanne having suffered from depression a lot myself in the past it sounds as if it is possible that this is what may be wrong. Really little things can build up to being something that makes you really upset so please hun do go to your gp and discuss it, there ARE people who can help. When you are feeling a little better everything will just fall into place so don't worry too much :D
Take care love
Chris x
p.s. you don't have to have a reason for feeling this way your gp will know... as one of the main symptoms of depression if feeling crap for no particular reason IYKWIM
Hiya Darling,
i love reading all your blogs, when i sit and read yours then Debs i do end up with a smile on my face..
Anyway i know everything will change when we find a new house, yh i know you need more room for all your craft stuff lol..
Anyways love you and Jay loads...
Mummy xxxxxx
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